Bike and pain

I thought it was time to add some bike porn to my blog.

This is my new 'bitch', Cati was unceremoniously dumped, poor girl.

This girl is younger, faster, darker, meaner and Oh so sexy ! 170 bhp and a top speed over 170 mph, what more could a man want, apart from a wonderful Owner of course :)

Changing the subject, I blogged that MT has not given me any pain lately, well today I had a little mishap while working and managed to cut/graze my leg and managed to get a whole lot of pain. At least the pain sensors still work. I showed MT my bleeding leg complete with numerous wooden splinters sticking out. Of course I got a bollocking for hurting myself and not taking better care of her property.

In hindsight, trying to crush a wooden tea chest with ones foot was bound to go badly. After several hard attacks with the right leg the wood finally gave way and my foot and let sped through the jagged hole and trapped my leg. Untangling it was slightly difficult and more than a little painful. I didn't even get an endorphin rush.

Reprieve

I suppose to outsiders being a slave might sound rather edgy and exciting and of course, in many ways it is.

There are , however, periods where life as a slave is not as many would imagine. Owner/property relationships I think tend to become more settled/normal as time passes. Just like any relationship type, the early days of the relationship in terms of physical activities can often become less regular. We tend to have mix of rather hectic times followed by little lulls.

MT has not been using me physically much lately, apart from me providing her with sexual pleasure. There have not been any pain inducing activities or humiliation for a few weeks.I have mixed reactions to such periods.

As I do not get off directly on pain there is an element of relief, but at the same time perhaps a feeling of being less of a slave because of that. The humiliation, well, I have confessed many times to being a humiliation junky and I really do miss it, but of course I do not miss the actual acts themselves that lead to the humiliation.

So overall if I am honest, I suppose I do miss not being utilised in these ways, it does make me feel perhaps slightly less of a slave. Of course the 'other' things are still in place and I get constant reminders of my status but for me, nothing really emphasises it like physical use does, it is just the way I am wired I suppose.

Should I be worried ?

Today MT came out of the bedroom wearing a black vest top with the followIing emblazoned across the front in purple lettering -


                             HEADS
                              WILL
                              ROLL 

So, should I be worried ? Normally I do not pay much attention to the slogans on MT's clothing but.....as I have not exactly been an exemplary slave recently it could be a 'not so subtle' message of impending doom for one pesky slave.When I asked her she just had this smirky/amused/cunning look on her face.


I am not sure where said vest top came from, but it sort of just 'appeared'. I feel certain that it was not an unplanned purchase thus it's appearance seems more ominous.

If able to, I shall keep you posted.

Back

Yay I'm back, Ok I know you lot didn't really miss me but I can pretend ;)

I was not feeling physically well and this in turn led me into not being on top form generally. The combination of many things just seemed to drain me. Although I am feeling better I am still not at peak from, but I am getting there.

MT has been very unwell but, fingers crossed, she is feeling a bit better today so that is good.

My dear Cati has gone, she has been sold and now is the property of someone else. I was sad to see her go, but life can be cruel and unfortunately it was time for Cati to give way to a younger model. Yes, the bitch has been replaced. Her replacement is 3 years younger, has not been ridden much, nor been ridden hard by the looks of her and she is stunningly beautiful and did I mention FAST........ FUCK is she fast.

The new model gives MT even more power now as I would be even more devastated to lose my new bitch.

Due to not being on 'top form' I obviously was not the diligent slave I should have been so I am now trying to re-focus and make up for lost time.

update

For those of you who may have been wondering...I am still alive. I have not blogged because I have not really felt like it, I have been feeling 'dark and moody' and I have also been feeling very stressed and tired.I will return, hopefully, when I feel more like myself. Best wishes to you all.

Moody days

Well life has been busy these last few days and I have not been at my best, either physically or in terms of 'mood'. Hence I did not blog. Tiredness, work and the usual stresses and strains of life plus that old slavery thing all take their toll sometimes.

The weather has been really troublesome with work and that has been fucking depressing. MT is not well and there always seems just too much to do. We did all manage a day out together yesterday and that was really nice, nice to spend some time chilling.

The beloved Cati is still for sale, no takers, probably due to time of year and some recent bike press making adverse comments about the model, uninformed inexperienced people who do not know their stuff should be banned from writing....see I told you I was moody :)

Approval for a Cati replacement has been given, but expenditure has not been sorted yet....could be hard times ahead. Cati costs too much to service, so the bitch has to go, I need a cheap girl to ride.I am swaying towards a Japanese bike again, whatever model it ends up being it will be a fast one.

I did ask MT if she would like the replacement to be a  touring bike so she could come out onthe back with me....her response was, well er ,shall we just say....not positive.

PS Have not been a very good slave lately.........am attempting to creep back into good books....slowly and carefully.

Well I'll be buggered

Last night MT gave me a really hard arse raping which lasted for nearly two hours. She seemed full of energy and was very vigorous. I lost count of how many times she orgasmed and each time she did, she fucked me even harder. I was permitted an orgasm after she had finished using me, so I was very grateful for that.

Surprisingly I am not as sore as I thought I would be. MT asked me today how sore I was and I had to tell her the truth, the look in her eye was kinda scary, so I will not be shocked if she decides to use me again in the very near future Oh Bugger..