Being a bitch boy

In many ways there are ways in which being a slave is the same or very similar, regardless of the gender of either the slave or Owner.

From a physical perspective, there is one area where I feel perhaps a little more 'vulnerable' being a male slave with a female Owner.
This is a sensitive area for me........in more ways than one and it relates to being used by my Owner with her strap on and here is my reasoning;

• Her cock is always ready for action, any time, any place, anywhere.

• There is no need for her to be aroused to fuck me.

• She can attach virtually any size cock to her belt that she wishes, thus being able to vary the length as well as the girth (unfortunately) and this is a big one for me....usually just too big.

• Her cock never goes limp, she can orgasm and just carry on like nothing has happened. I know some men can do this but there is usually a limit. MT has no limit.
  

• Her cock never gets sore or bruised or damaged to interfere with it's use. She can be as rough as she likes free of personal consequence.

• Because it is synthetic there is hardly any give in it, thus the only thing that is going to yield is my arse.

• MT has a huge sexual appetite and is a vigorous lover and can virtually orgasm all day and night. Obviously this has an impact on my arse.

• When she has finished she often goes to sleep with me still impaled on her cock. This state of affairs then remains until she removes it, if she falls asleep I'm left helplessly mounted.....

On the plus side, there is no spunk to have to deal with, so that is one positive.

'Just a fucking facility'

The break in Cardiff was very nice. Of course there was not a break from being used by MT. MT gave me a seriously hard arse raping and managed to achieve umpteen orgasms up what ended up being a very sore, bruised and battered arse. This was then followed by an act of particular note.

I was then ordered into the bathroom, told to get on my hands and knees in the shower and then being told to shut up, keep still and then having my Owner piss all over the back of my neck and head. I was surprised how much this affected me. The back of my neck is perhaps the most erogenous zone on my body, the combination of the heat of MT's piss and the force with which it struck me really created a huge rush of excitement and humiliation in equal doses.

My breathing went deep as soon as I knew what was going to happen, but that was nothing compared to the act itself. I was also made to keep my mouth open and then lap up MT's piss from the base of the shower. Afterwards, MT made me thank her for pissing over me and then left me to lay there on the shower floor for a while before telling me to shower and then join her in the bedroom.

Today MT decided to use my arse again and she gave me a very long, very deep and very hard arse raping. MT was very stressed by a nasty situation elsewhere, and when I arrived home at lunchtime I was told 'you are just a fucking facility at the moment, I am not interested in what you think just stick your arse out and stay in position while I work my tension out up your arse'. Having a lot of stress to burn off resulted in me being quite brutally shafted and otherwise used exceptionally roughly - 'just be a good punchbag and shut the fuck up while I use your fuckhole bitch'. Being used like this still humiliates me, I do not think that will ever change. I have learned to accept it and to be grateful that MT chooses to use me rather than someone else, although this is not always the case.

Even though the raping is painful and without mercy, there is this inner feeling of fulfilment, created mainly by feeling and watching the absolute pleasure/ relief MT is getting from it.

There was mention of Njoy tonight and/or another thorough raping, but this time it might be the huge black cock, I really hope not as I am so sore, already split and slightly bleeding. When I told her this all it did was excite her even more and probably sealed my fate.

I really should learn to keep my mouth shut.

Back to business

Today was a back to normal day. Four hours work this morning then the rain struck, so it was a case of phone and cancel the afternoons work. This was a great relief as I was feeling quite tired.

So MT and I went to bed for 'a snuggle'. Now this can mean many things, from the innocent cuddle to a full use the slave session for hours on end.

Today was a bit of a mix. Romantic cuddles, slave providing orgasms for Owner, slave getting spanked soundly with the paddle and then slave getting well and truly stuffed with the strap on. Followed of course by a cuddle.

There are some things MT can seldom resist. One of them is a freshly spanked bottom. She loves to spank a bottom until it is bright red and very hot to the touch. Then she likes it nicely presented and then she uses it, mercilessly. So whenever she says ' you need a spanking, get the (insert hitty object) I know there is a fair chance I shall be anally used.

The home front

Last night was the first of the exercise nights. So, I was told to strip and report to the living room for my exercises. Standing in our living room naked in front of a seated MT awaiting my instructions felt a strange mix of bizarre/ surreal/ humiliating/ amusing.

MT took a tape measure and measured and recorded my vital statistics, fortunately my dildo was not included, at least that hasn't got a training programme (yet). It was strange being measured and recorded like this, it did give that feeling of being truly owned which is somehow reassuring.

Then the exercises began, MT giving precise orders as to which exercise and how many of each. Press ups, squats, and various other exercises were ordered, with me positioned for assessment and MT's 'amusement' and then sit ups were carried out in the back garden (not naked fortunately). This was then followed by some crawling. Luckily MT made sure it was a relatively easy break in session, but I still ached this morning.


It was an early bedtime and of course I was required to pleasure my owner, then two hours later I was permitted to sleep.

Lunch break today was renamed 'dildo time'. Before food was allowed I was told to strip and get on the bed and bend over for the cane, which was delivered very hard and caused stripes. Then I had to lie on my back and MT mounted her dildo and used me until it had satisfied her. She also slapped my face a few times during of course - then I had lunch.

Tonight the training regime is to continue, apparently there is now a training programme, it includes 'flutter kicks' whatever they are, sounds a bit ballet-ish to me, God I hope there will never be a tutu, I suppose if there is that will be fucking peach coloured as well.

Work was busy, tonight will be busier no doubt. Life as MT's slave is never boring, but often exhausting :)

Used

Last night I was pleasuring MT in bed when she told me to lay on my back as she wanted to use her 'dildo', this is the way she sees my cock, as her dildo, just something to use to give her pleasure.

MT then got on top and rode me. Of course as always I was ecstatic to be used like this. Then MT started to slap my face. At first the slaps were quite gentle, almost playful and then the stinging ones started.

MT came several times and I struggled hard not to orgasm as I did not have permission. The slapping of my face made it more difficult not to orgasm as the humiliation of being used sexually and slapped at the same time hit my triggers. At one point MT gripped me by the throat and applied pressure. She loves to do this and I know she has to use a lot of self control as she would love to temporarily cut off my air supply till I lost consciousness (well she does say it would only be temporary :) ).

I then received the hardest slap she has ever given me around the face, it stung so much and the force rocked my head to one side. At the same time she had a massive orgasm. How I never came at that precise moment I will never know. MT said that I had been very lucky as she had really wanted to hit me really hard around the face, but as it was dark in the room she did not want to use that much force without being sure she was on target, see what a considerate owner she is?

MT said' good boy' and rolled off me. She then toyed with my dildo before dropping off to sleep. I lay there wide awake, no orgasm, a still very stiff cock and a stinging cheek.

Round two then occurred this afternoon. She's clearly starting to get better. After torturing me for ages I was even allowed an orgasm this time :D